Sunday, January 20, 2008

Jealousy

Well today I discovered that I am (at this moment at least) jealous of everyone and everything that is spending time with my girlfriend.

Don't like the feeling and I trust her enough to know that my fears are unfounded. But it is there.
I will get over it but for now I don't like what I'm feeling.
No wonder they call it the big green monster, it can just start over nothing, and grows on more nothings. It is fed from your own insecurity, and it is a self perpetuating beast.

I know my fears are unfounded and so I will deal with my jealousy.
Just wish I could hug that girl.
Sigh.

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