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Two interviews in two days.

I have two video interviews for jobs in Brisbane Qld. One today and one tomorrow.
Both are with the company I work for now.

I'm nervous, as you would be.
But also calm.

Calm because, as my brother told me this morning, "your happy with where you are in you head and know that this is the right thing for you."

And he was right.
Being comfortable with yourself is one of the greatest things you can be.
It gives you a disturbing sence of clarity that, I think, annoys other people.
But smiling is a nice change for me.

I have make some choises in my life recently. And one very bad decision that I am trying to change.
It was during this time of huge stress that I found my calm spot.
The eye of my internal stom.

So i think that this is what Zen masters tell you about.

I don't have it any more. But the knowledge that it is there and that I can find it is so comforting that, just the knowledge that is exists is enough to allow me to see what is best.

Sometimes life is hard, and when it gets that way it is nice to know that,
1: People care about you.
2: You can talk to your friends about your issues.
3: You are not the first person, nor the last, to experiance the feelings in side of you.
4: You can always be happy, just maybe not as happy as you want to be.
5: Nothing is ever unfixable if you are willing to put the effort into it.

I am positive.
And I stay this way by force of will.