When The Chips Are Down, Bet Big.

Don't ask me where I've been, I'm not quite sure of that myself.

I just seem to have found a large lack of time and motivation.
And as such my blog stalled.
But somedays you know you just have to put in the effort and write something so that you feel the persistance of the being you created.

Stagnentation must be avoided.

I have no hit counters, and minimal commenters, so really I write for my own personal reasons.
And I need to write to encourage me to write.
Stuff is happening in my life that is both interesting and different.
But I share that with few people and talk about it little, so why write it when I talk about it less.

Starting to babel, but I get like that sometimes.
Yes I am a bit depressed, but nothing that won't be fixed in time.
Just one of those down times in life. Nothing clinical.
Down times are the scourge of me, I find them often and try pushing through. But during these times most of humanity annoys me, which makes it harder to come out of the sadness, because you have to concentrate on not being annoyed.

But hey, life wasn't ment to be easy. It wasn't ment to be anything other than life.
And life is what you get. You only get one, so enjoy it.

And that is what I am trying to do.
I'm trying to do the things I enjoy doing.
I'm trying to reach some goals I've had for a long time.
I'm trying to get some perseverance.

Self improvement is the only true project to take on in life.
I try to be the best person I can be. I try to do the best I can in all things.
This is good and bad.
And this is life.

This post has become a lot longer than I thought it would be.
But rambelings are sometimes fun.
And my brain has a lot of scum to skim off at the moment.